|i knew it -_-'
||[Dec. 30th, 2009|02:06 am]
wala akong na.A this sem >.< this is the first sem na ganun. Well except for GIP sem of course XD anyway what's worse is that ni A- wala rin -_-' well at least puro
line vicinity(?) of B lang, walang C's thank god. Though i kinda expected this outcome na rin. I wasn't really motivated acad-wise during last sem. I think i'm losing my drive T_T maybe it's just senioritis. Maybe what happened to me nung 4th quarter ng 4th year sa pisay is happening again: nawawalan ng gana mag.excel kasi sure na na hindi maaatim yung highest hono(u)rs >_> pero this time, there are no competitions to keep me busy. Heck, the ever elusive lovelife is elusive pa rin 8-} haay.
I know the title of my lj is 'excellence is a way of life'. Pero what if i'm not meant to excel at physics? What if research isn't even for me? Actually, i've always known the answer: I can always teach. I've always wanted to teach at pisay ever since i started joining competitions. I think i can pass on the winning tradition by training pisay mathletes. However, there is always a downside: mahirap maging guro sa pinas -_-' literally >.< so what i could do is teach in singapore for a couple of years until i achieve financial stability, then come back to pisay to teach for the rest of my life :D but again, complications arise: paano ako magkaka.girlfriend niyan? 8-} gusto ko kasi talaga ng pinay. Pati mom ko gusto rin pinay eh XP though marami na nga ring professional ofws sa sg, mahirap pa rin talaga maghanap ng similar kayo ng background. Wth why am i even thinking about this at this time of night 0_o i better go to sleep then. But before i end, let me share something that my cousin jolo told me which really struck me: "huwag ka kasing maghanap ng type mo. Maghanap ka ng magmamahal sa 'yo." patay mas mahirap ata yun ah 8-}
Haay i missed writing lj entries XD
Oh and btw, i entirely 'typed' this entry using my awesome new nokia 5530 \:D/